Hi,my name is jason, now studying in New Zealand.I did a course called christianity explored course at thestreet city church,from which I knew a pretty girl.Her name is sarah henwood.As you may see I use henwood as my nickname for accessing this bbs.She is such a pretty girl,but I am attracted not because of her good looking but her inside beauty.Then,I called her very often and I remember saying to her that "I love you".How stupid I was!I should not say to her that in a hurry.But,I did,I did what I should not have done without even myself knowing what I was doing at the time.Afterwards,she got suprised and said:"jason,I don\'t think that\'s true".She probably took me as offensive and began to dislike me because of this reson,although I did not mean to offend her.In an attempt to remedy what had happened,I wrote her a letter,saying that I shoudn\'t have said that so early and that I did not mean to offend her but with an emphasis on "I love you".Originally,I hoped the letter would be able to change everything and make her feel better,so I rang sarah after she had received that letter,but was told "jason,I still feel uncomfortable",then I was depressed but still trying to explain everything.The following time I went to church,she said :"don\'t think about me ,jason ,I don\'t even know you"So,i decided leave her alone for a while,until now,it has been a month,but I still can\'t find that she has changed her mind and so got confused about what I should do to make things better.I regret so much having come to her strongly.So,I just leave that with everybody visiting this bbs,hoping that some remedies would come up to me and help me get rid of this hard case.Thank you.